As I Go (voice memo) Lyrics

I'm disconnected

I've tried all your little methods

Joined pottery to feel better

It's not your fault

I feel neglected

Don't ask me what I am

I don't even know

Don't ask me who I am

It changes as I go

Look up, you're medicated

Time to get out of the bed

Start on what they ask of you

Try to get out of your head

"What have you been up to"

Maybe then I'd have an answer

Whatever I'm trying to do

Everyone else is doing it faster

Don't ask me where I've been

I don't even know

Don't ask me if we're friends

It changes as I go

Mmmm Mmmm

Mmmm Mmmm

I'd be lying to say I didn't care

But I did this myself

It's completely fair

The biggest ego

I'm insecure

To think that I hold everyone's stare

Try to be who I want to be

All that

"Be the change you want to see"

But every thought

Met with indecision

Even when I'm proud

I'm counting reasons

I

Oh why

I'm disconnected

I've tried all your little methods

Joined pottery to feel better

It's not your fault

I feel neglected

Don't ask me what I am

I don't even know

Don't ask me who I am

It changes as I go

Mmmm Mmmm

Mmmm Mmmm