Stillness Lyrics

My name is Mike

I write a rhyme and I pass the time

I'm living it

But I feel like this life

It ain't mine

I walk the street

And I think of what I could be

I watch the world

And it appears as a bad version of me

The reflection of possibilities

And opportunities

I'll never take the time to take

I'm exhausted

Even when I'm on the break

I just want to sit still

And drown in my guilt

Things that I've built

Maybe they're not good enough

Maybe I'm not good enough

Call a bluff

As I sit back relax

Pop a box of Xanax

The world was made without me

And as it turns

It will keep going without me

On a quest to finding

The meaning of all of this

As I sit back relax I write raps

Trying to push back

Demons I got inside

I'm afraid of sleep

So I make beats

For most of the night

Then I see the sun rise

Yeah, I do it all again and again

Spending years alone with my pen

In the hope

One day these words of mine

They'll be said

Instead they be rotting in the closet

They remain unspread

And it's all that I get

For my state of stillness

I'd love to change it all

And not feel so small

The top is my goal

But I don't want to play that role

The worst of the best, the best of the worst

Either case is worse

I'll fight for none for what it's worth

I'll fight for none for what it's worth

Since the moment of my birth

I've been cursed

With a wish for immortality

Escaping reality

An infinite craving for originality

Pondering my goals

Aiming for an ideal idea

On which I will never get a hold

But the struggle is beautiful in a sense

Even if my dollars started turning into cents

I'll fight for none for what it's worth

Yeah yeah yeah

I'll rewind and reverse

I'll fight for none for what it's worth

Yeah yeah yeah

And it won't be the first time

2019

Still slacking baby