Stargaze ft. Entra Lyrics

(I finally learned to breathe once you came into my life. And for that, I am forever grateful)

Head on the pillow as my eyes drift

Psychology willows into the silence

The ethereal plane seems to be screaming my name

So leave me to gaze so I can reach into space

Mind is now lifted of my own accord

Perspective has shifted to what it wasn't before

As long as my eyes keep on blockin' the shine

From the outer things surroundin' me, I'll probably be fine

Reality seeps in the cracks in my brain

I'd rather be seekin' to master my game

Than to be in bed alone at night wonderin' what I'm here for

I just bet like $45 I won't live out this year or

If I do, I'll finally end up in therapy

It might be due to rightfully tense up the air in me

Can't feel my lungs when the trauma's fillin' 'em up

I'mma taste of the love that comes when I'm noddin' and slumped

The land of dreams the same to me as basically a made up scene

We say we're free, then fail to sleep 'cuz angry teams are maiming me

Then gratefully I'll pray to keep the 80 things that's shaping me

So graciously 180 miles away from me

Leave me alone, just let me be me

I need to be home and feelin' this scene

I need you to know I've been seekin' for weeks

The streets to the gold that we can see in our dreams

Every time we look up at the skylight

Twinkle twinkle little star, it's like reflective hindsight

My mind's bright with visions

To them, I should've listened

If I had gone the distance, then I wouldn't be sickened

By my own reflection and the imperfections that I see in me

I guess I should've mentioned my reflection's smiling evilly

Intrusive thoughts manifest themselves as my own vices

Reduce the cost of the things I need to get alright then

I swear, being awake just hurts

So I sleep my pain off to store those hateful burns

Into a body that I'll leave as I astral project

So I can look around and see all of the facets of death

I'm entertained at the thought of my own mind

Like clotheslines, my train of thought has hung me to go dry

Danglin' off the plank of a rail the party temps me with

I've maybe gone insane from the tales of my own testaments

I never would've guessed that I would be here

Fighting off my righteous with vices, I never see clear

Siding with the guy that tried to ice his life five times

My reflection always says that I have such a nice cry

Encourage it, it's makin' me sleep more

I'm sure to fit into the basement of these floors

My seams torn, they seem scorned, no remorse

Crawling into depression's obsessive yet sweet holds

I'm manifesting my future with these next couple lines

I'm scared of letting the sutures leaves scars upon my mind

I pray for safety to the energies around me

I may be saving myself from everyone who doubts me

Disassociation, mental-locked enslavement

Forced to see my life through the perspective of a game, it

Seems like nothing I do even matters

Maybe we're just reading different chapters

Every song is a therapy session I can't afford

Every hook is a moment I realized that I was scorned

Every verse is a hit that takes me anywhere that's foreign

Every word is a memory explaining why I'm torn

Every song is a therapy session I can't afford

Every hook is a moment I realized that I was scorned

Every verse is a hit that takes me anywhere that's foreign

Every word is a reason why I wish I wasn't born

Let me sleep

Fuck

If my life burns away

Relentlessly ending everything around me

Trust that I'll work harder than ever

Ending the cycle for future generations

Realizing I'm hopeless enabled my growth

Encouraging love over all else

Yearning for a better tomorrow

Fire cleanses the soul

Only my lungs rupture from the smoke

Youthful exuberance opened my eyes

Uniting my soul to yours

I can finally breathe