The Light Lyrics

I think I already had the best years of my life

'Cause all I've done is run and lie for my life

'Cause all I've done is try to make sense of it

'Cause all I've done is cry and run from it

'Cause all I've done is lie and defend myself

Why can't I be man and admit I need the help?

Why can't I just try enough to change, but I love myself?

Why can't I just push myself to do it for sake of peace?

Why can't I just do it for the sake of being me?

At Ieast I know I've tried to, not as much as I decide to

Trusting is a virtue, but not something I'd advise to do

Never reach the climax, feels like I'm approaching

Dealing with my problems, never listen, only talking

At this point, I really am a dead man walking

God brought me back to life and I can see the light

My battles have been hard, but it aint just me to fight

If you can't forgive me, I understand, it's alright

If you want to leave me, please believe me, it'd be fine

But I hope you find happiness in knowing you ain't mine

It'd be harder asking why you would, or begging you to stay

But I think you really lost me, why I might just walk away

And that's why I've been coping, making choices maybe hoping

All the pain

Marinate, all the anger

Felt the heat, I really suffered

I kept it deep, undercover

Blaming me, I admit it

Did you do it? Yeah I did it

How you moving? Still the same

Are you the same? I think I changed

How you doing? I think the same

How's the music? They know my name