Blame Lyrics

I'm living a rockstar life, this shit is like a movie

Only laid back when I'm on my 3rd or 4th doubie

Took to many to deal with the pain And then it's crew

And all these chick's all of a sudden want a kiss, and want to screw me

I put a, pause to that shit and let the future tell

Been living life and shit is like I've been working under a spell

Moving silent, but actions loud, I couldn't tell

But I've learnt that in the darkness, the light always prevails

It's much better than winning, I don't care if I lose

I'm just a vessel, giving you stories from my point of view

It gets dark but you'll see the light, it comes up at the end

But ive done a lot of bad and some things I just can't defend

But i try to make up for it by making amends

By going back to people that hurt me, the ones I called my friends

And I try to get clarity, nigga I talk that shit out

I don't fuck with you but I still hope you make it out

Don't call me or text me, don't you ever correct me

I based this shit off desire, I knew I had to be quiet

Silence, price that was paid

All the money I made

Had to sit my brother down, had to tell him things he required

I couldn't help seeing him frown, he started to really look down

I had to say something, I told him how

To turn around and make a change

Listen son, you've been running a decent one

You gotta let go and find peace

The rest is easy, try this

Took two pulls and this shit ain't real

Is this how real happiness feels?

Fixated on that question and the thought of it I hated

That it became an addiction, and it's me to blame

Me to blame

Ah ah