Cold Sweats Lyrics

I wait for the day

When I can look into the mirror

And feel like It's all okay

Contemplated many times

About me being erased

It's every night I swear

It's always the same

Will I ever learn to function?

I always think of something

That pulls me underwater

Now I'm drowning in assumptions

I ain't thinking straight

Tell em I'm okay

Even when I'm breaking apart

And I'm trying to escape

I don't know how many nights

That I can take all on my own

Feel like a shadow of myself

Even when I'm feeling grown

I don't know what's next

Maybe that's just for the best

Bury every thing

I hold it in my,

Chest

And that's just how it been

Every single night inside my room

I'm falling again

And I'm always overthinking everything

Inside of my head

Kinda fucked up how it's telling me

I'm better off dead

I swear to god

This ain't no way to live

lately I've been tossing and turning

I ain't get sleep again

Saw you in my dreams last night

Woke up terrified

I don't really understand why

You ain't by my side

No more

Bleeding out you see it on my grave

Every mistake I ever made

Got me in a daze

Late night thoughts

I'm slipping

Why am I so awake

Got me wishing I never even woke up today

That's the way it been

Since I was a little kid

I remember being 13 held a knife against my ribs

Shit,

Not much changed

But all of this gets a grip

Can you tell me how to live

Cause I think I'm gonna slip

Just, Give me a reason or a sign

To stay here,

Cause all I wanna do right now

Is disappear,

Running for my life

Every single night

Tell me where to go when I'm running out of time