This Garden Of Mine Lyrics

All this time alone really took its toll I know

I've been tryna meditate tryna tap into my soul

2 am inside my room and I've been laying on the floor

Thinking back to better days I the see writing on the wall

Standing on the edge and I think I'm gonna fall

Man and its long drop cause I'm standing tall

People love to talk acting like they know it all

They aint even listen I aint picking up the call

I been chilling on the east end

Gotta dime and she down when I aint sleep in

Coming over When I hit her in the dms

Sippin scotch out the bottle in the deep end

Honestly I've been looking for a reason

Autumn coming in and I breathe in

Crisp cold air I've been lowkey on the weekend

Jotting down my thoughts write it down inside my notebook

Reading Carl Jung tryna fix the way my shadow look

When I was younger Me and gramps we used to take a walk

Around the block he would teach how the men talk

Always looked up to the man as a mentor

He's the reason why my confidence is so sure

Lately I've been watering this of this garden of mine

Wake up early in the morning with the sun in my eyes

I told my momma not to worry it'll be alright

I miss the summer of 2016 with the boys on a ride

That's when I started making music torrented on drive

Staying up late made a song every night

I had some homies making music too just on the side

And I'm only getting older took the pressure in stride

Really tryna figure out

How to find peace looking for a way out

Have some homies wondering about my whereabouts

I've been in studio and I've been cooking up

Chardonnay in the pan then I stir it up

Like an alchemist I aint talking brotherhood

When I'm cooking up a beat and then I drop a hook

I'm just doing my thing I'm still the kid though

I Hit a blinker then I'm moving in slow mo

I'm just doing my shit

I'm just doing my shit

Let the boy live