If She Ever Did Lyrics

I'm trying my best

But it's hard to adjust

When each relic in this stupid house

Reminds me of us

That's her scarf, and that's her ring

And she loved all those picture frames

In mourning for a life I miss

I'm never gonna heal like this

But I can't see

How it gets better

And I feel incomplete

It's a scarlet letter

How I'm still bleeding

It's like a ghost in my midst

The girl that I love don't exist anymore

If she ever did

I've given it time

And I've tried to move on

Still I toss and turn all night

While she's asleep in his arms

I can't stand how I feel

How much of our love was real

I'm running out of things to try

But it's no use

These memories won't die

I can't see

How I get better

When I feel incomplete

It's a scarlet letter

How I'm still bleeding

Despite the ghost in my midst

The girl that loved me don't exist anymore

If she ever did