Stop The Cycles (Intro to My Story Behind a Guitar) Lyrics

I don't wanna, have to wonder

Are you there, Are you there?

I don't wanna be so unaware

I'm unaware

I don't wanna, have to wonder

Are you there, Are you there?

I don't want to be so unaware

I'm unaware

Like, yes I want to stop it

But I feel like I can't help it

When I think about these things

I just know it's not okay to think this way

I asked God so many times

To help with my anxiety

Cause it ain't part of my life

It ain't who I am

It ain't who I am

It ain't who I am

It ain't who I am

I don't want to claim it

But it's claiming me

I don't want to blame it

But its blaming me

Everything blurry

Everything cloudy

It's a war in my mind

Everything rowdy

I know that there's hope

As long as I believe

But I've believed for so long

And now it's hard for me

And the pain that I go through

I just want to hold you

I can't even explain my feelings

Tears are getting old, too

And every time I go to God

I end up going back

That's why I'm stuck in the same places

God, please don't turn your back on me

I'm back again

I don't like this life in sin

I can't get rid of these desires

That's the only way in

They tell me that I gotta choose

But how do I choose

When one day I'm feeling you

The next day I don't want to move

It's like

When I finally surrender

Then time go by

I forget, I always backslide