19 Years Lyrics

Nineteen years, man it's been a long journey

I was growing up, I was raised in the country

I went to school, I was breaking all the rules

But still the quiet kid, but was known for being funny

Everybody had their own opinions about how they saw me

But really couldn't figure it out

My mind had me in the spotlight

And didn't realize that nobody cared back then

I would care too much about what people think

That's why I always end up with all my tears in the sink

I didn't think there was a cure for this anxiety

Jesus take it all away, he wait for you to believe

This was all before I hit the 6th grade

When I got to middle school, I was not afraid

Not anymore, left them feelings at the door

But still thought life was a game, I would play it like a sport

Teachers played videos to warn us about depression

I would laugh but didn't know, it really was a lesson

Didn't think being sad was real, didn't think being sad can kill

Didn't care about anything, didn't take life serious

When I got to high school, I lost a lot of friends

I felt so alone so I thought I could find love from a person

And they would make me feel I was worth it

That was my first mistake, that was my first mistake

These girls broke my heart, how could I love so hard didn't deserve this

I would continue to look, I was searching

I didn't know that God had a plan for me

I had to walk, now he gonna run with me

He had what I was searching for

He had everything and more, he is perfect

I didn't know that God had a plan for me

I had to walk, now he gonna run with me

He had what I was searching for

He had everything and more, he is perfect

I didn't know that God had a plan for me

I had to walk, now he gonna run with me

He had what I was searching for

He had everything and more, he is perfect