happy Lyrics

Hate that I know you inside out

And I don't even know me at all

I know that I love when I kiss your mouth

And I know that you love it when I call

But when you left, I felt embarrassed

'Cause you stayed that whole week with your parents

I played it cool, but God I felt it

I kept your candle lit until it melted

Tell me why I'm happy like this

When I don't even know what this is

I don't think that happy exists

'Cause it's never what you want and it's never what you wish

Tell me what your happiness is

I'll push and pull until it all fits

But I'd hate to make you happy like this

'Cause I don't think that

I don't think that happy exists

Everybody's lookin' at me sideways now

Or maybe I'm just standin' on the wall

Thought that you were lookin' at it upside down

But maybe I'm just way too scared to fall

'Cause when you left, I felt embarrassed

You left your favorite tee, but I wouldn't wear it

You think I'm cool, but God, I'm helpless

'Cause happy only happens when I'm selfish

Tell me why I'm happy like this

When I don't even know what this is

I don't think that happy exists

'Cause it's never what you want and it's never what you wish

Tell me what your happiness is

I'll push and pull until it all fits

But I'd hate to make you happy like this

'Cause I don't think that

I don't think that happy exists

Oh yeah

Tell me when you're happy

Hate that I know you inside out

And I don't even know me at all

Hate that you love me inside out

And I don't even love me at all

Tell me why I'm happy like this

When I don't even know what this is

I don't think that happy exists

'Cause it's never what you want and it's never what you wish

Tell me what your happiness is

I'll push and pull until it all fits

But I'd hate to make you happy like this

'Cause I don't think that

I don't think that happy exists