secrets Lyrics

I'm over it, my minds running

I'm running out of control of it

I feel alone when my friends at home and they notice it

Don't tell them no cause nobody knows that I struggle with

Hurt my left wrist

Look I'm scared of it

So I'm wearing shirts that really don't look good but they cover it

Got a grey Nike that don't let them see that I'm staining it

It's on the inner left side below the number five cause it hides a bit

Keeps it secret

I'll tell you my secrets

If you tell me yours

Nobody believes it

No, not anymore

Cause I should be feeling pretty

But I only feel alone

Got tons of people with me

They're only on my phone

So tell me what you're thinking about

When your eyes are closed and lights are down

Are you thinking about what's underneath your sleeves?

When I should be feeling pretty

But here's what's underneath

My body's tired

My soul's out of breath

There's nothing left

Just a liar

My skin is nothing but a canvas when

I can't get no higher

My secrets pull me down

Amplify this sound like a choir

I'll tell you my secrets

If you tell me yours

Nobody believes it

No, not anymore

Cause I should be feeling pretty

But I only feel alone

Got tons of people with me

They're only on my phone

So tell me what you're thinking about

When your eyes are closed and lights are down

Are you thinking about what's underneath your sleeves?

When I should be feeling pretty

But here's what's underneath

Oh I smoke and then I can't get down

I'm six feet off the ground

I feel a lot when I'm not feeling

And I know I'll probably let you down

But smile upside down

Hey look I'm almost at the ceiling

Cause I should be feeling pretty

But I only feel alone

Everybody thinks they know me

But I know they really don't