Awareness Lyrics

If I'm being honest

I don't even know what planet I'm on

It could be Earth, that's what they say

But they told me other lies and I believe them anyway

Not enough

They tell me I'm not enough

Is it normal, am I crazy, could I even be

Why do I doubt everything I feel

Is any of this real

If none of it is up to me, could you maybe please

Tinker with my programming, give me peace

If I'm being honest, I don't even know all the things I believe

I think I'm here, that's what I hear

But my mind is somewhere else, I doubt myself

Could you please be honest

All I'm asking for is a little truth

Why does it hurt, what is it worth

Do I belong among all the people that I love

Not enough

They tell me I'm not enough

They told me to try to be, assimilate entirely

I tried to hide inside their skin

They tell me I won't fit in

Why was I created to yearn for things I can't attain

How cruel that I'm so ill fated

I'm underwhelming and I hate it

I'm only doing what you told me

Just asking for love but you won't hold me

Is it what you wanted or a story

I sound so good on paper but I'm boring

If I'm being honest

I don't even know who I really am

Am I all the things I say I believe

Or just one conglomeration of the lies that you have told me

Not enough

You tell me I'm not enough