tired of crying Lyrics

It's all I know, the hardship and the aching

Never alone, befriended by the sound of my heart breaking

We're so well acquainted, all my happiness is tainted

I can't smile, I just fall, but getting up is all I know

Maybe I don't want to get up anymore

I'm so tired of crying

They tell me to cheer up I'm trying

Is this real life or am I dreaming

I can barely breathe but I'm screaming

Pat on the back for putting up a good fight

Under attack, this isn't what I wanted

This is the hand I'm dealt, but I'm so bad at gambling

I've taken risks and never win

Everything is crumbling

I'm tired, I give up

I can't move, I feel stuck

All that I can do is shed a tear or two

But I'm so tired of crying

They tell me to cheer up, I'm trying

Is this real life or am I dreaming

I can barely breathe but I'm screaming

Cry in the morning, cry at night

All my power, all my might

All my hope, it's all gone

I have nothing left, I have cried for too long

I'm so tired of crying

They tell me to cheer up, I'm trying

Is this real life or am I dreaming, oh

I can barely breathe but I'm screaming