This Party Sucks Lyrics

Can you take me home without making me feel like

If I'm all alone I've been some sort of failure

I don't need your reasons I can read your mind

But if I walk away with nothing gained

I'm still in pain

Is it even really my mistake if we cannot communicate

I'll try my best but it's okay if we don't get along

If I'm broken try to fix me

Here's to hoping you'll believe me

When I tell you there's nothing wrong with me

I'm under pressure, overthinking

Never growing, always shrinking

But it's okay

I don't even wanna be here

By your standards maybe I am underwhelming

But to someone else it's just a little different

Is it all that bad if I am disconnected

This society wants more of me

It's killing me

Even though I may feel like a child

Your need for me to change is wild

Your discomfort is all on you

It's really not my fault

If I'm broken try to fix me

Here's to hoping you'll believe me

When I tell you there's nothing wrong with me

I'm under pressure, overthinking

Never growing, always shrinking

But it's okay

I don't even wanna be here

I already feel inferior even if it's just a little fear

I mean everyone is different

So am I the one that's wrong

Come and meet me on my level

You can't even know the struggle

Maybe flawed but I just feel misunderstood

But if I'm broken try to fix me

Under pressure, overthinking

Daily fighting, always trying

Where the hell's the silver lining

I was fine but now I'm dying

All because you started crying

Figure it out, not your play date

Your distaste, I will not placate

But it's okay

I don't even wanna be here