backseat lovers Lyrics

Living life all alone

I'm kinda used to being lonely

I found that I'm scared of beginnings because ending comes shortly

And I know

Oh I know

I often feed into my own delusions

And I know

Oh I know

It's often just platonic friend illusions

But you dared me to try

Now here we are in the backseat

Driving 'round town winding down the dark streets

Spacing out thinking 'bout the words you speak

And maybe that you might want me

And I could get used to this

But time in time, you will be mine

Feminine divine

I feel a rush, passive flush, scarlet blush

How does it feel to be mine?

I'll tell my friends everything you do

And how you look at me

Getting you was my favorite coup of all

Of all

Now here we are in the basement

Drunker than hell feeling well with you right next to me casting a spell

Thinking "now I have to figure you out"

And here we are in the backseats

Looking in my eyes all the lies just capsize

Like how your brown eyes made me realize and feel the highs

But it was a drunk dream, star-seamed

I always change myself

Did it help you see me through and through

While I couldn't recognize myself?

You love everyone, but what about me?

I know I'm not good enough

I know I'm not what you want

I'm seventeen and I've never loved for long

Am I wrong?

And I could get used to this