ursula Lyrics

I'm tired, I'm tired

I'm tired of everyone leaving so soon

I'm tired of wires

Holding me back like the earth and the moon

You liar, good liar

You told me everything would be alright

I'm tired, so tired

Of being the last one off of the flight

Keep rinsing, keep rinsing

Maybe it will kill the feeling

Convincing, convincing

Convincing me I'm your "ceiling"

And I might kill myself, because it seems like I'll get more from dying than these dying dreams

Am I a freak?

I'm sorry for being the abomination that god made me

And I hate myself for loving you

I was drowning in you, you left me at the wake

Want to receive not reciprocate

Maim me, tame me, go on, berate me

At least you would treat me at all

You ruined me, I'm scared to ruin you

Gave you my all, thought my bones would do

It's not good for me, you come back when you leave

What have I done to me?