GOING DOWN! Lyrics

I used to write on my phone in the bathroom

Crying until I'd combust

Typing the feelings I couldn't digest

A sadness that fire could never burn up

But I used to smoke alone and think about funerals

Wonder what color of doves

They would release at the moment I finally

Got me the courage to turn it all off

Panic attack in my classes

Hiding my tears in my glasses

Happiness only imagined

I'm losing traction

Hope I don't lose any passion

All of my grinning is acting

Try to be rational

When I can but all that

I'm living is tragic

When will the God that

People have prayed to about me just

Ever give me any answers

Here I am

When everything's done

Thought I would sink

But I got back up

Never could tell

If I'd walk or run

But I know now

That I'd make that jump

Everything changed in my life

In a flash

Found myself

In a slump in the ash

Start too slow

But it ends too fast

This my mind

Man, fuck my past

Everything that I decided

Was all that I was

I took the seat on the bus

Furthest away from the people

Like always because

There ain't a soul I could trust

Everything that I'm becoming is probably bad for my health

But I'll learn it all later

And I hate it

This is all I have to give you

Don't you feel like you're at home?

We are

We are

We are

We are

No matter what you do I'm still right here

No matter what you do I'm still right here

No matter what you do I'm still right here

No matter what you do

I'm here