dirtnap Lyrics

They all think I'm insane

I think there's a plot inside to sabotage my brain

Please burn, turn the other page

I don't want this fairy tail to last another day

Oh wait suffocate in vain

Existential dreading every single day is pain

No way nothing left to save

Dragging me closer digging me deeper in my grave

My mind is so abusive

And everyone's so clueless

Suffering internally

Let me rest let me sleep

My mind is so abusive

And everyone's so clueless

I know I'm loved but I feel useless

Please don't look away

You'll miss the best part

You'll miss the end

Cutting scratching screaming bleeding

I'm feeling nauseous

Claw at my raw skin

Spitting coughing bleeding out

I'm sick

So sick of this

Bury me all I need is a dirt nap

Everything is the same and I Lost track

Of the seconds the hours the days

I have spent wasting away

Please don't look away

You'll miss the best part

You'll miss the end

Can't take another day

So here's the best part

This is the end

This perfect pictures peeling off

My smile fades away

I've always known I'm better off

As bones under the grave