Nobody Sees Me Cry Lyrics

Used to have it all or I thought I did

Then I lost it all don't know what I did

Always stood out that's just how it's been

Momma said it's just how God made you kid

Lost my daddy when I was young I was just a kid

Lost a lot more than that ever since

Still get flashbacks sometimes and it makes me sick

But I don't tell no one I just keep it in

Even though I know it's not the best way to live

Had some days where I swear I ain't wanna live

But my people care about me so I can't give in

I done shed a lotta tears since my baby went

Wanted to marry that girl and get a baby crib

Now she gotta new nigga she wanna baby with

Pray I don't scroll through IG and see a baby pic

And damn I shed a lotta tears when my niggas dipped

Why they go when I need 'em it don't make no sense

Tears rolling down my face ain't no stopping it

But nobody sees me, cry

Feel the tears filling up my eyes

Boy put on your best disguise

Let them think that you alright

Don't let them see the other side

They judge you so you better hide

So fucked up and I wonder why

Always been a star since a baby bitch

I been balling on these niggas like I'm Brady bitch

And I ain't got the time to worry bout no crazy bitch

Man I'm really on these beats doing crazy shit

Just praying one day I make the greatest hits

Just praying one day I make the greatest hits

Will I have one anyone to celebrate it with

Cause man I can't even lie

Lotta times I sit and wonder why

After everything I do for these niggas

No one there for me when I need something

Swear it's the ones always asking for some shit

Same ones that ain't never there for nothing

I ain't even tryna start that discussion

Know what maybe all this shit cause of me

Where did I fuck up I'm trying to think

Anxiety comes and it get hard to breathe

A slave to my thoughts lord please set me free

Steady overthinking the cycle repeats

My brain and my heart don't always agree

Stress on my shoulders get high as can be

Know them tears starting to come cause I feel the sting

But nobody sees me, cry

Feel the tears filling up my eyes

Boy put on your best disguise

Let them think that you alright

Don't let them see the other side

They judge you so you better hide

So fucked up and I wonder why

Kindergarten I ain't wanna solve no puzzles

1st grade cleats on I never fumbled

2nd grade lost my dad and I crumbled

6th grade moved schools cause I was in trouble

10th grade niggas ain't know that I struggled

Senior year just wanted to drop triple doubles

Ain't go to college so I popped mommas bubble

But now it's paying off cause my money doubled

Lotta times just gotta trust in yourself

And pray to the Lord for some help

Know this life not bout status and your bread

But I do pray to God for some wealth

And I do pray to God he keeps me well

Been sitting in a dark lonely cell

Missing life around me couldn't tell

Hard to see the light when you in the dark

And these niggas love to hate tryna dim my spark

Know I'm right here for a reason tryna leave my mark

Used to try to save the world like I was Tony Stark

But tryna be a superhero get you hurt

If you try to play with fire it'll get you burnt

Made mistakes but now I know things that wouldn't work

Really learn a lot of things when you put in work

Tryna put on doing all that I can

Nigga so hot I might give you a tan

Can't ever let up gotta stick to the plan

Even though life don't always go as planned

If I don't make it then I will be damned

Shed do many tears they flow like a dam

Had to fend for myself and become a man

Become a man

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Nobody

Nobody sees me cry

Nobody

Nobody sees me cry

I can't let nobody

Yeah

I can't let nobody

I can't let nobody

I can't let nobody

No one sees me cry

Yeah