War Lyrics

Feel like a soldier cause this life is war

You never know what it could have in store

Ain't grow up the best hated being poor

Used to steal shit and walk right out the door

Ask God for forgiveness for them times before

And now I'm rocking Christian I'm talking Dior

Don't want no hellcat I want me a Porsche

Say peace to you whores take off I'm in sport

Everyday that you wake up you gotta fight

Cause tomorrow ain't promised you could lose it tonight

Life can get taken at the speed of light

Trust me I seen this shit with my own eyes

I been up grinding for my dreams

Since the time I was a teen

Want a Bentley and a rolls and a Rari

Trying to keep shining for my team

Don't need no one to believe

Shitting on these niggas and I ain't saying sorry

All this weight on my shoulders so imma smoke me a pound

Need to quiet these voices so I smoke me some loud

Trying to stay afloat cause I'm too scared to drown

Devil pulling my feet trying to bring me down

Pleaded to God said please help me out

Down on my ass and no one around

I don't need no one to check on me now

Cause who the fuck supposed to come check on me now

Left the studio high as shit

Driving home almost crashed the whip

Fighting demons ain't no pacifist

Sippin that drank pour me some activis

Tryna be a hero something like a activist

Plug my best friend so he ain't taxing shit

Tell by the way I talk that I'm passionate

Been outdid you niggas ain't keeping track of it

Smoke this weed like I breathe this shit

Smoke this weed like I need this shit

Smoke this weed man I feign this shit

So much smoke I can't see this shit

When I'm high I get to peeping shit

Pay attention to the creeping shit

Got it out the mud couldn't try to sweep this shit

Feel like a soldier cause this life is war

You never know what it could have in store

Ain't grow up the best hated being poor

Used to steal shit and walk right out the door

Ask God for forgiveness for them times before

And now I'm rocking Christian I'm talking Dior

Don't want no hellcat I want me a Porsche

Say peace to you whores take off I'm in sport

My family starting to see me less and less

Love them more than I love myself but right now I'm just chasing checks

Right now I'm just chasing jets

My bitch want a Rollie and some new baguettes

Cop her shit make that pussy wet

New track suit zip up this is not no Nike tech

Man I worked for this yeah it took a sec

It's funny cause a lot of these motherfuckers give you the benefit of the doubt, so they cheer you on in public

But, behind closed doors these niggas steady praying on your downfall

They don't really wanna see you win

But if you do win, they gonna be the first ones to congratulate you because they think a win for you means a win for them

Niggas be standing on straight bull shit

Talking this and talking that, quit with all the fake love

That shit be killing all the real love that's out there

And there's not much of that left

Shoutout to the real ones that hold it down though

I done lost a couple of em

This shit hard sometimes without y'all

Rest in peace J3

I put my all in this shit

Yeah I put my heart in this shit

And now I'm balling and shit

And I don't give a fuck bout a bitch

Just like this beat they gone switch

Come and go they just working they shift

Bought my bitch a pool but she want the ocean

You can give them the world and they still call it quits

Can't trust a soul

Cause these niggas fold

Friends say to come out I don't even wanna go

Out at the club I just wanna be alone

Can't even enjoy being with my bros

Trying to kill this pain I drank too much patron

Drunk as fuck in the whip I just want to go home

People try to understand but they just don't know

I ain't left the house in days and days

All I do is write about this pain

Stuck in my head I contemplate

Got stabbed in the back and it left a stain

Doctor say I need to medicate

I just smoke my weed and meditate

Balling like I play for Golden State

Niggas couldn't catch me even if you Golden Tate

Niggas know it's me straight from arrival

Balling like I'm in the fucking finals

If that bitch come back then it's straight denial

Cry me a river like the fucking Nile

If she come back throw her to the crocodiles

Been through hella tribulations and plenty trials

Been working on myself for a while

Imma keep it real never force a smile

Used to wish I had more friends

Till I realized niggas fake so I'm just chasing M's

Hopefully soon cop mom a new benz

Then put my uncle in a cullinan

Know how niggas act when that money come in

Niggas need to be actors way they all pretend

Can't trust these bitches look at Ye and Kim

They'll throw you in the water even if you can't swim

Fighting life shit everyday

Dark clouds tired of the rain

Pray to God that I find a way

Pray I see my family at them heavens gates

Cause this life shit hard for heavens sakes

Life a game no choice but to participate

Moving God speed so I'm never running late

Know whatever happens that it is my fate

Niggas don't know me so I block out hate

Maybe they'll know me better when I drop this tape

See success real close and I want a taste

Trying to eat with my gang say amazing grace

Do this shit for my family in a grave

Lost some real ones almost went insane

Got to cherish the ones God chose to stay

Want to put my family on a private plane

I know life ain't all about getting paid

Life ain't all about achieving fame

But I'm just really trying to pave a way

I'm just really trying to save the day

Cause they say all heroes don't come with capes

Ask the Lord to please keep me safe

Life a race trying to keep a steady pace

If I fail now I'll be filled with shame

If I fall short I'll be filled with rage

Niggas trying to keep me in a cage

Might work for niggas that ain't got no strength

But you can't hold me down cause we not the same

Tsunami come I'm gonna surf the wave

Start a earthquake make the whole world shake

Yeah I started from the bottom like I'm Drake

Now I'm grinding everyday and climbing ranks

I'm going to grind this shit until I break the bank

Trying to be the goat like my last name James

This my whole life so that mean my life at stake

Fighting this war yeah I'm fighting a lot of things

Fighting this war yeah I fight a lot of things

Got to keep fighting

Got to keep trying

Ask God to wipe my tears, cause there ain't no more crying

Feel like I'm David

And this life Goliath

Got to keep trying

Got to keep fighting

Yeah this life is war

My life is war

I'm fighting this war

Soldier in this war