Not Again Lyrics

It's coming from my soul

I can't help it that I got a lot to say

I've been through a lot

And I done felt a lot

And I feel like my success around the corner its coming any day

They ask me how I feel

Yeah that's many ways

And for many days

They know that I be up at night

I can't sleep, I be in a daze

Thinking bout my life and all my wrongs

It was me and Dej

Cruising on the freeway

We would talk for hours

And you would tell me you just want some flowers

I should've did it

But I didn't

And now I'm man enough to admit it

Yeah I'm sorry

Yeah I'm sorry

Come to realize I ain't perfect

Yeah that cheating wasn't worth it

But through the pain found a purpose

Bittersweet, came to surface

That some friends was some serpents

All this pain on my brain, need a turban for a covering

I'm staying in my lane, I'm ashamed to say I'm struggling

I put all of my pain to a strain, yeah that's troubling

Think I need a minute

All this pain in my frame

Yeah I need a minute

Knew that friends was gon' change

Yeah I need a minute

All this pain in my veins

I just need a minute

I ain't changing for fame

Think I need a minute

All this pain in my frame

Yeah I need a minute

Knew that friends was gon' change

Yeah I need a minute

All this pain in my veins

I just need a minute

I aint changing for fame

I ain't changing for fame

Still gon' rap bout my pain

If they don't listen to my music, bet I'm still gon' spit flames

Let's change the subject, got my heart broke

Still ain't recover from it

Social anxiety got me shaky when I'm in public

Snake emojis for all the people that can't be trusted

Scissor emojis for all the women I ever lusted

I cut them off to focus on myself

Now I'm reconstructing

You cost me my peace

That's too expensive, not in the budget

Sprained memories

How they injure me

Try my best to look forward but it be killing me

You know that sprain always hindering your mobility

Feel this pain in my bones, and my extremities

You just an enemy

If you envy me

I know that jealousy revealing certain tendencies

Ain't got no sympathy

If you ain't kin to me

Even family get treated somewhat differently

Now I'm cooking these beats, they call me Jimmy Dean

The way I get to the bucks, they call me Jimmy B

I feel like Himothy Sane

They cant mess with my game

And if you wanna poke the bear

I'ma act inhume

They never caught me by surprise

Yeah I knew they would change

And I know we only human

It ain't no one to blame

Not a matter of who

It's just a matter of when

Caught me slipping, learned my lesson

Now I say not again, yeah

Sprained memories

How they injure me

Try my best to look forward but it be killing me

You know that sprain always hindering your mobility

Feel this pain in my bones, and my extremities

You just an enemy

If you envy me

I know that jealousy revealing certain tendencies

Ain't got no sympathy

If you ain't kin to me

Even family get treated somewhat differently

Now I'm cooking these beats, they call me Jimmy Dean

Caught me slipping, learned my lesson

Now I say not again, yeah