Wasted Time Lyrics

You gave me feelings I ain't have

I swear I tried to double down

It's like my efforts don't matter

Cause I can't keep you around

Hmph

You know you special

You deserve it, tried to give you a crown

My heart was lost, we wasn't searching

Can't believe it was found

But I guess I ain't the one that's gone be holding you down

But I guess I ain't the one

It can't be me, I got too much trauma that live on my soul

I know you hurting too

Can see when all them triggers exposed

I'm giving half, you giving half, and it ain't making us whole

Know when we fuck, we making love, it's just a way to console

When we wake up, can't lose my focus, back to my selfish goals

Cause all that pain and all that struggle

Yeah it took such a toll

It had me contemplating life, and then I took some control

Ever since I owe it to myself to make sure I'm on

I know that ima be the realist one that you ever known

Cause even through your childish tantrums never left you alone

When things got Rocky, kept on fighting I'm Sylvester Stallone

When things got Rocky, kept on fighting I'm Sylvester Stallone

Sometimes I'm stuck in how I'm feeling

I was hurting you was healing

You my medicine

That's why this got me sick, you penicillin

I was willing and committing

You was chilling, hiding feelings

No comparison, so how we find the end at the beginning

No comparison, so how we find the end at the beginning

You my medicine

That's why this got me sick, you penicillin

I lived a life of empathy

And now they feel me more than ever

Confident in my rhymes

I'm just here to tell a story, did it so many times

Without the pain and all the struggle, couldn't write all these lines

Through the pen I found a light, it's only right that I shine

I still got trauma on my soul, so don't be showing me signs

Of anything that I been through, I still be hurting sometimes

That's how I know that I ain't ready

For the things that we trying

Ever since I got some sense I ain't been messing with dimes

I still remember all the things they did to mess with my mind

So now I'm focused on my future built myself by design

Through meditation I been facing all that hurt I been hiding

It's still a battle I been fighting all these thoughts that's inside

I couldn't speak, but I could feel it

I was trapped like a mime

It's still a battle I been fighting all these thoughts that's inside

I couldn't speak, but I could feel it

I was trapped like a mime

I finally found a voice, they feel me, like I'm speaking in Braille

That's cause my flow premium gas

Got em calling me Shell

I ain't know that I was great

I had to come out my shell

So before we get too close, I got to bid a farewell

I know my worth, and I can't settle for them tickets you sell

I subbed you in, you gave me nothing

That's a buck, Tony Snell

You had me rolling in the deep

I kind of feel like Adele

I told her ain't no sure thing

I ain't coming Miguel

Sometimes I'm stuck in how I'm feeling

I was hurting you was healing,

You my medicine

That's why this got me sick, you penicillin

I was willing and committing

You was chilling, hiding feelings

No comparison, so how we find the end at the beginning

No comparison, so how we find the end at the beginning

You my medicine

That's why this got me sick, you penicillin