Why? Lyrics

Why I couldn't get it right? Too deep in the drugs

Wonder why they all switching up and looking at me dumb

Talkin' bout me when I'm not around They treat me like a bum

Steady askin' me for favors, Tryna show me some fake love

Why I couldn't get it right? Too deep in the drugs

Wonder why they all switching up and looking at me dumb

Talkin' bout me when I'm not around They treat me like a bum

Steady askin' me for favors Tryna show me some fake love

They say get it where you're fittin' But I'm one of a kind

Self made from the pain, I continue to shine

With all the hate and the fake, it might tickle my spine

But I won't show it, can't lose my focus, I continue to grind

Sometimes it get a little crazy when I'm stuck in my head

Thinkin' bout what I'ma do or what I shouldn't have did

All the meds I abused, they probably gon' be the end

I know I said I'd let them go, but it might happen again

One pill just ain't enough no more, need three just chill

It all started off as fun, who knew addiction was real

Nowadays life ain't the same, I feel I'm losing my mind

Then I remember it's the drugs again man I should be fine

Tryna give it up, I let myself go sometimes

And I clean it up and try my luck to get this shit right

Grandma always tell me that I need some help inside

Said, nah, I know what I'm doin', that's okay, I'll be fine

Druggy, reject, low life, livin' to the fullest

Hate the way I'm livin', but I'm not tryna improve it

Doin' drugs for fun, wasting time on none

Runnin' around no place to stay, resorting to my gun

Guess that's what they say, love the hate on me

Cause I'm livin' what I know, who raised me anyway

My grandma and these streets, no mom and pop from me

Long days, longer nights get hectic, I can't sleep

That's why I just do me, pop pills, since a teen

A addict, I can't help but doin' drugs to rest in peace

That's why I just do me, pop pills, since a teen

A addict, I can't help but doin' drugs to rest in peace

Why I couldn't get it right, too deep in the drugs

Wonder why they all switchin' up and lookin' at me dumb

Talkin' bout me when I'm not around, they treat me like a bum

Steady askin' me for favors, tryna show me some fake love

Why I couldn't get it right, too deep in the drugs

Wonder why they all switchin' up and lookin' at me dumb

Talkin' bout me when I'm not around, they treat me like a bum

Steady askin' me for favors, tryna show me some fake love

The shit that drive you crazy is what makes me go hard

Cause I got tired of goin' in circles and then back at the start

Gotta get grandma new crib, show her I can go far

That her baby isn't crazy, what he did from the heart

All the shit that I done seen, man, I mentally scarred

Don't trust too much, that's why I clutch and show my love from afar

Closest people dyin' on me, thoughts I keep in the dark

Like how you leave at the beginning, we was supposed to go far

But fuck it, life goes on, I'm gonna win for us all

Can't keep me down, it gets hard know this shit don't last long

Take it, I won't break, show you what it take

Think you gon' slime me, boy, I grew up around snakes

Handshakes with the fakes, plastic in the face

See you shinin', gettin' money, goin' for your plate

Glocky in your face, with switches in them Drake

Never nothin' personal, just how we eat today

Fuck it, hit a lick, try some shit, boatboy, you know you with it

What the fuck's a gand out Gotta get it, cause they ain't gon' give it

Why he come up missin'? Cause he bad at tryna keep up with me

Just another lesson from the city, but we gettin' busy

Why I couldn't get it right? Too deep in the drugs

Wonder why they all switchin' up, and lookin' at me dumb

Talkin' bout me when I'm not around and treat me like a bum

Steady askin' me for favors, tryna show me some fake love

Why I couldn't get it right? Too deep in the drugs

Wonder why they all switchin' up, and lookin' at me dumb

Talkin' bout me when I'm not around and treat me like a bum

Steady askin' me for favors, tryna show me some fake love