down4me Lyrics

Like were you really down for me? When I was down bad

Wanted every they had but I couldn't understand

It wasn't fair to me, so I had to take a chance

Tryna balance all the bullshit instead it hit the fan

I was buggin out

Most days all alone at my mothers house

Just wanted friends so I always had to clown around

We would dream about the days when we'd make it out, when will we make it out?

I guess we'll have to wait and see

Not too fond of patiently

People say they love you turns to narcissistic tendencies

Thought it happened naturally

Guess it came sporadically

It was Build up from my father that was absentee

People come they always leave

People run they never dream

So I'm holding on to the only thing I'll ever need

Thought you were a friend to me

Turned in an enemy

Breaking down moleculey

Tryna share my energy

Fuck

Like were you really down for me?

When my mother passed away

She raised yo ass too and you didn't say a thang

It was hell for me, all you thought about was fame

You was tryna make a name instead of tryna share the pain

You was buggin out

Tryna raise these fucking kids in my mothers house

We were friends and we always use to clown around

We would dream about the days when we'd make it out, when will we make it out?

I guess it wasn't meant to be

You always said eventually

Tried to trust your judgement and ya narcissist tendencies

Friendship happened naturally

Lost our way sporadically

We bonded over fathers that were absentee

People come they always leave

People run it always seems

So I'm holding on to the two things I'll ever need

Thought you were a friend to me

Turned in an enemy

Breaking down moleculey

Tryna share my energy

Fuck

I knew that you were down for me, when I was down bad

Wanted everything I had but I couldn't understand

You were there for me even when I took a chance

Tryna balance all the bullshit instead it hit the fan

I was buggin out

All the music that we made at our mothers house

You would try and pick me up when I was down & out

We still speak about those days when we made it out, what if we made it out?

The things we thought we'd never need

Turned into our misery

Drug addict rap with these narcissistic tendencies

Guess it happened naturally

Come around sporadically

Talk about my dad but I'm the absentee

Seems to me I always leave

Always run into my dreams

Holding on to these things that I didn't need

You'll always be a friend to me

I turned into my enemy

Breaking down moleculey

Tryna share my energy

Fuck