Am I Sick? Lyrics

There's a vein in my neck I don't like,

It sticks out too prominent.

And I get so paranoid

it's gonna burst and then I'll bleed out.

And my heart is an egg timer too,

I wonder how many beats I have left

Cos it could just stop at any time

And I've got no control over it.

And what is that in my head?

I feel something in me,

What is it? Has it bled?

Tell me am I sick?

Can you look me in the eye; tell me am I dying?

Am I sick?

There's a lump in my chest and I'm shaking,

It might hurt if I touch it.

I feel like I know there's something really wrong.

My sides are aching and my mind is racing.

A ragdoll on the floor with my fuckin' face in my fuckin' hands.

And I'm crying my fuckin' eyes out

It's all fatal and there's no escaping.

And what is that in my head?

I feel something in me,

What is it? Has it bled?

Tell me am I sick?

Can you look me in the eye; tell me am I dying?

Am I sick?

I'm convinced I won't last.

I can't explain it but it's like I've got a curse.

I'm either right and I'm going to die

or I'm insane wasting my own time.

Am I sick?

I'm hoping that I'm not.

Am I sick?

Am I? Am I sick?