Trauma Lyrics

I tell you what motherfucker I've been on my own every day since youth

I carried your shit like a heavy weight; like a rotten tooth

I've bared the burden of a cowardly heart of an empty word

I've felt responsible for a life too long and it's me that's hurt

You never called me when I needed your help when I needed love

I guess this thing is only one sided now it's nothing DONE

I pulled myself out of the gutter I'll always remember your absence

I'm sick to fuck of your excuses and this dynamic

I'm exhausted being unable to express how you've fucked me up

For fear you might put a rope around your neck

But it's a curse you've put upon me you're grafted to my skin

I feel like you're bound to me forever an unwanted limb

Where the hell were you when I cried my little eyes to sleep?

When I didn't know where I'd fuckin live?

You left me alone even though I always looked after you

I'll never forget I'll never forgive

I've watched you break every promise you've made

so don't make them

And I've felt the fall out you can't help it

You're just a fuck up through and through

And I've been your cheerleader

I've given you the benefit of every doubt

Who's the idiot now?

Who's the idiot now?

Thanks for the TRAUMA!

Thanks for the TRAUMA!

Thanks for the TRAUMA TRAUMA TRAUMA!