lost_in_negativity(9.21-DEMO).m4a Lyrics

I don't know man

It's just not working

It's just not working

I've been trying, like seriously, I've been trying so hard but I guess

I've been trying to figure out what to do when everybody leaves

I can never breathe when all the things ahead of me

Are unknown and there's no one there left to walk with me, yeah

I've been trying to figure out what to do when I am all alone

So much noise and people, but I'm not known, yeah

I'm missing home

I'm really missing home

I've been trying to figure out what to do when I lose everyone

Lose the very people who showed me how to love

Lose the very people who showed me I'm enough

I guess I'm not enough, damn

I've been trying to figure out what to do when there is no one there

All the people who I used to call my friends find their (they're)

New people and I'm stuck in despair

I'm happy for them, but selfishly I'm

Lost in negativity

Lost, I've never been this way before

I'm lost in negativity

Lost, where did this jealousy come from

I mean, I feel you all slipping away

Shove back the tears cause I'm trying to show strength

I can't remember the last time I was asked if I'm okay

And honestly I can't remember the last time I was

I can't remember the last time I felt like I was safe

I don't know if I'll ever have a place again

I know it sounds dramatic, but I'm sitting in my grandma's basement

Bawling out my eyes as I try to make a statement that I'm not okay

I'm missing you and I know I can't keep holding on to what we had

But it's hard when nothing is replacing it

Yeah, okay, okay, yeah

Feels like we're just erasing it

Memories are all that's left of our relationship

But it's not gonna work if I'm the only one chasing it

Reality is I'm not ready to be facing it

Lost in negativity

Lost, I've never been this way before

I'm lost in negativity

Lost, where did this jealousy come from