Deliberate Self Harm Lyrics

I sit here at the table

Those distractions standing right in front of me

They kind of comfort me, but still there is a hole

Nobody's watching

Nobody even cares

This room is full of emptiness

The air is thin and cold

This feeling is arising

This feeling i can't control

It leeds me to this solution

I gotta let it out

No

I don't want to be alone

I feel sick

The only way out of here is to cut myself

So i'm reaching for the blade

Let it slit

I'm searching for something that loves and controls me

Nothing in here can make me happy

The outside world is laughing at me

Theres only this sound and this voice

And it leads me to where the river will run

Oh and it will run

Just give me something that makes me feel like i'm alive

No

I dont want to be alone

I feel sick

The only way out of here is to cut myself

So i'm reaching for the blade

Let it slit

I'm searching for something that loves and controls me

And then when i wake up

Nothing has changed

I regret the things i've done

This feeling i miss so dearly

Is gone again

And then when the sun goes down it begins again