At Least I Die Lyrics

I am so sick of this state of mine

So i embrace it face it this time

Don't you dare to judge me

At least it's something i can grip

When i can't hold on to anything else

At least it's something i can feel

When no other feeling sees the light of day

This fragile shell surounding me

Like a blanket in a hole of dirt

What nothing else is giving me

Let's me float above it all

I push you away from me

You will not enter my space

I push you away from me

You will not enter my space

Now it's time to face my fears

Take this chance to reappear

Cause soon enough i will fall back

And run away to my shelter

At least it's something i can grip

When i can't hold on to anything else

At least it's something i can feel

When no other feeling sees the light of day

I push you away from me

You will not enter my space

I push you away from me

You will not enter my space

Now it's time to face my fears

Take this chance to reappear

Cause soon enough i will fall back

And run away to my shelter

At least it's something i can grip

When i can't hold on to anything else

At least it's something i can feel

When i almost feel dead inside

At least it's something no one else

Will ever have the will to understand

At least i die

At least i die

At least i die

At least i die

At least i die

At least i die

At least i die

At least i die

At least i die on my own terms