What If...? Lyrics

Nobody's stranger to falling apart

I guess I'm his favorite person now

Desperate for an answer

but the question has never been asked

This is the trip we've been waiting for

I'm in the hotel room with the boys

The thought of you knocking the door

Got me shaking my legs and my head

I don't know what's wrong

Trying to hide my fear away

Hoping you won't see

I'll keep it to myself tonight

'Cause I can't even look at you

I know you don't see me like that

But sometimes you got me confused

You hold me tight

You meet my eyes

And turn around

The thought that haunts me

Is that you don't feel like that

But what if you do?

I know I'm hard on myself sometimes

I got no permission to fail anytime

But I failed myself by loving you the way I shouldn't have

Tell me your fears and I'll build the walls

In this little bubble, we call our home

I'm never destroying this place

And whatever it takes, even swallowing my own thoughts

Even if it's not in the way I wish

I wanna be the one you need

I'll keep it to myself tonight

'Cause I can't even look at you

I know you don't see me like that

But sometimes you got me confused

You hold me tight

You meet my eyes

And turn around

The thought that haunts me

Is that you don't feel like that

But what if you do?

But what if you do?