There was no clue of who I was

Even I doubted a couple times

I gave them just the cover of my story

When it was mine

I guess it must have been the wind

Saw my pages fly away from me

No, I couldn't catch them

Now they get to see my lines

And my dry tears

There's something the wind couldn't take away

The one thing that keeps me awake and make me stay

I know I'm not easy

I don't even try

I might do my best

But I always mess up

Even if it's pouring rain in my heart

When I come home I heal with your love

I might take decisions you don't wanna hear

But when I talk about them you just look at me

And say that if I'm happy

You're happy for me

I never did get over it

I've been pretending that I did

So you don't get splashed with

The darkest waters I've been dealing with

Nobody knows what's going on

I choose to do this on my own

But only you would die to hold my hand

Throughout this messy road

Even if I'm in everyone's morning small talk

You still try to make me feel this house is a home

I know I'm not easy

I don't even try

I might do my best

But I always mess up

Even if it's pouring rain in my heart

When I come home I heal with your love

I might take decisions you don't wanna hear

But when I talk about them you just look at me

And say that if I'm happy

You're happy for me

Hands point at me like I'm some kind of monster

While your hands pat my head

I know that you'll be at the highs and the lows

I used to think I was not good enough

Now I know I deserve you

'Cause someone taught me I deserve to be loved

I might take decisions you don't wanna hear

But when I talk about them you just look at me

And say that if I'm happy

You're happy for me