Tipped Cup Lyrics

Life then been rough on me baby

Forgive me I know that I'm hard to love

Scared to lock in

Cause trust is a key

And I don't wanna open up

Cupid be sending me shots

I be sippin'

Be buzzin' but never drunk

I cannot pour out my heart to you

But I'll tip the cup

You want a shot

But a sip of this shit

It might make you feel nauseous

It was imported pure

Prolly Just how you like it

But niggas then spiked it

I take all the blame

Cause I let them in

When I shoulda been guarded

Wasn't who they said

Man they shoulda been carded

I helped them hurt me

That shit is the hardest

I know I'm still healing

Heart feeling famished

It's lacking nutrition

I don't know what's authentic

Tried love a few times

But they all tasted different

Yeah I tend to be distant

Get lonely sometimes

But the pain in remission

I been trying forgiveness

That shit kinda hard

It's a heavy transition

I ain't making excuses

Been lied to so much

I don't know what the truth is

You be gettin frustrated

I know you been trying

Your attempts feelin' useless

Cause my heart in a glacier

I think it's anemic

I keep it in layers

Yeah I look great on paper

But pencil me in

You gone need an eraser

Cause life then been rough on me baby

Forgive me I know that I'm hard to love

Scared to lock in

Cause trust is a key

And I don't wanna open up

Cupid be sending me shots

I get a sippin'

Be buzzin but never drunk

I cannot pour out my heart to you

But I'll tip the cup

Be careful don't knock it over

I don't wanna taint you with the exposure

I won't take the blame if you Lose composure

If you walk away now ain't no need for closure

I den changed with time

Heart on my sleeve

I stopped wearing mine

I hate that I fantasize

Bout a love that will fit

I couldn't find my size

It's a war to stay

You tug on my heart

And I pull away

What you want me to say

It's a trauma response

And it keep me safe

Yet I'm still a catch

Just can't get hooked

Gotta throw me back

I try not to get attached

Cause it don't hurt at all

When they falling back

I'll admit that you seem like a rarity

Pure at the heart

And you'd really take care of me

Like you'd really be there for me

Patient and loving

I feel the sincerity

I'm tryna find clarity

Sorting through all of the misuse

Piles of the shit that I been through

I can't trust the process

With all these trust issues

I'll miss you

Cause life then been rough on me baby

Forgive me I know that I'm hard to love

Scared to lock in

Cause trust is a key

And I don't wanna open up

Cupid be sending me shots

I be sippin'

Be buzzin' but never drunk

I cannot pour out my heart to you

But I'll tip the cup

You want a shot

But a sip of this shit

It might make you feel nauseous

It was imported pure

Prolly Just how you like it

But niggas then spiked it

I take all the blame

Cause I let them in

When I shoulda been guarded

Wasn't who they said

Man they shoulda been carded

I helped them hurt me

That shit is the hardest