I'm not okay, be feelin' pain Every day is a struggle

I told everyone I'm fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, askin' if I'm okay

I'm about to have fun with this fuckin' gun Gonna blow my damn brains out, and end all of my pain

Was that too much for you

Yeah, was it too much? I'm never enough, I'm never enough for you

I lost myself, I gave my all to you I got a habit of never really thinking through

Fuck my head up, really thinkin' that I had it too

You say I'm no better than him, I got racks up in my denims

I hated my past, so the old me, I had to kill him

I ain't never worried, get the money, so I never feel him

What would I ever do without her love

Givin' her is the best I've ever heard of

Damn, know it hurts, so

I make it better, only to just getting worse, so

Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah

Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah

Now I'm stuck up in my own head

I should've never let her lay in my bed

I should've never

No, I'm not okay, no, I'm not okay

Cause you dealt a lot of damage to my heart

I've never felt so betrayed

I'm tired of being played like a game

I ain't never be the same, I ain't never be the same

Loving you was a curse, now I be feeling worse

I'm not okay, I be feeling pain

You left me in the rain

Every day's a struggle

I told everyone I was fine, but I had lied

Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay

I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun

Gonna blow my damn brains out

Was that too much for you

Drowning in my sorrows

I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow

The day you left, I cried

I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left

I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out

Damn, I don't know what to do without her love

I'm not okay, be feeling pain

You left me in the rain

Every day is a struggle

Told everyone I was fine, but I lied

Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay

I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun

Gonna blow my damn brains out

Was that too much for you?

No, I'm not okay

No, I'm not okay

Cause you dealt damage to my heart

I never felt so betrayed

I'm tired of being played like a game

I'd never be the same

I'd never be the same

Loving you was a curse

Now I'm feeling worse

Drowning in my sorrows

I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow

The day you left, I cried

I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left

I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out

Damn, I don't know what to do without her love