Untitled (Freestyle) ft. SSG Marci Lyrics

My friends have done lied to me they said they would be there for me

But they fucking lied to me

How come whenever I need my friends The most they always go ghost

Friends disappear like magic My life been tragic

Thank you for asking I cry out for help but nobody be listening

I be dealing with a lot of shit I be hiding my emotions from my friends

I don't want them to know how I be feeling friends say they care about me

But how come they don't check up on me? I guess they're busy with life or some shit

When I'm gone, when I'm gone, when I'm gone, when I'm gone

You can drop that like you cared about me When I'm gone, it's gonna be a good day

When I'm gone, you can finally be happy without me

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live So I be hurting myself like every day

Now I got scars on my body I don't tell anyone how I be feeling

Cause I don't want them to worry

My life been tragic from the start stormy me days all by myself

I had to put away my heart Niggas wasn't by my side

When I was pushing through my scars

In my mind I'm facing demons

So I'm pushing you so far I was struggling since a kid

I had nobody by my side I was locked up in them cells

I had to push through all the time Call my mama through that phone

I hate the way that she was crying Gotta stay out on my own

Cause niggas really out here dying And I won't ever trust a soul

Niggas really out here faking I won't ever trust a ho

Love my niggas from the block And I hope that they never fall

Saw the pie fill with the white Can I just feel it in my soul

On these drugs and girl I'm sorry For the things I put you through

If I died tonight, if I died tonight Would you even care, would you even care

Why does life have to be so unfair? Why does life have to be so unfair

Every day I be faking smiles Cause I don't want my fans to see me hurting

My friends have done lied to me They said they would be there for me

But they fucking lied to me How come whenever I need my friends

The most they always go ghost? Friends disappear like magic

My life been tragic Thank you for asking

I cry out for help but nobody be listening I be dealing with a lot of shit

I be hiding my emotions from my friends I don't want them to know how I be feeling

Friends say they care about me But how come they don't check up on me

I guess they're busy with life or some shit

When I'm gone, when I'm gone When I'm gone, when I'm gone

You can drop that like you cared about me When I'm gone it's gonna be a good day

For my friends When I'm gone

You can finally be happy without me I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live

I be harming myself like every day Now I got scars on my body

I don't tell anyone how I be feeling Cause I don't want them to worry

I been close to death so many times I remember it's sick and great

I nearly died from an asthma attack That shit scarred me, that shit scarred me

How the fuck, how the fuck How the fuck do I fail to end my life 60 times

I swear, this shit not normal