hope you're well. Lyrics

I hope you're well

I've been drinking on and off

Non stop

Linking up with Molatov

He told me that things will get better

I'm really tryna stop

This ABV got me feeding demons I'm tryna block

I'm trekking AGB down in Brighton

I'm popping off

And now I think to the pier on our better days

I know my peers can see I've had some better days

Some fucking ache in my heart and it never fades

I listened to my head

That filled me with regret

See it comes in waves

Days ruined with the sights of your name

I'm really fucking lost

My life re-routing like it's Waze

But you can't escape heartbreak from your main

I hope you're well

I hope you're well

No really

I really hope you're well

Yeah, I really hope you're well

Yeah, I

Look

See all the times that I've been feeling stress

Or when I needed sex

I been re-writing and typing all these deleted texts

I fucking hate the fact I love you cause we needed tests

And we broke the cycle

Say it's really for the best

But my heart is fucking burning

Like a scalpel to my chest

And you can hollow out what's left of it

And tell me I should live with no regrets

Tell me how I'm spending time with all these other women

But I'm still thinking of you

That really fucks with my head

Now I'm hypocrite

That'll really fuck with your head

I'm not an easy guy to love

I think that's why it's gone left

Texts are cold

Like Scandinavia

No way I'm entertaining her

Call me fucking Haaland cause I'll really

Strike the pain in you

Missing when you pull up in my city

Getting litty

Whip around in KT

It's them things I'm missing lately

See the choas keep me sane

But the silence gets me crazy

Trying to move on from you baby

Look

I've been drinking on and off

All day

I'm linking up with waves.

He told me

Text her see what she's saying

I think in truth

All that did was pick upon our healing wound

I got a paragraph back with the truth

I done battle with a saviour complex

Never really happy

That's a lot on my conscience

I fucking hate myself for it

I want to see you well

You saw upon my problems with drink

And when I fell

Yeah I cannot tell

If it's really you that I'm missing

Or has my lust and superficial feelings locked me in submission

See it's written in the stars

to say our stars have aligned

Tryna be up with the stars

So I'll leave it all behind

I know you hate the shows and you were tryna support

But when I needed support

You were out on the door

I had to pay for my entry cause I've battling for it

With subtle jokes at my tears that I was battling for

See I stopped myself crying after those hospital doors

I said I'd be there whatever time and whatever the cause

And it cost me emotions

I didn't mean to shut you out

When you were doing great in life

I just collapsed to my hands

Thinking I was no use

I don't believe in the music

Be honest neither did you

And now I'm too far into it

Babe I'm just telling the truth

Always something to prove

Now I'm wishing you'd call

Fuck it

I've been drinking on and off

I'm hella lost

Aint knowing what my actions cost

Now where's the voss

Henny going down like I don't even know the cost

Barclays telling me the damage

Need a bank for my losses

I need a bank for the baggage

Bianco that with the Rossi

I got some ice as a mixer

Some fucking potions that I'm stirring

Got me pouring elixir

And now I'm fucking about

But deep down I'mma miss you

No just kiss me through the phone speaker

I hope you're well