</3 p.3 Lyrics

(Heart)

(What would rip us apart)

(Knew this shit would happen from the start)

(In the depths of my heart)

(Depths of my heart)

Look

Because the drama I've been dodging these past months

Is the reflection of how I've felt with my cards, loved

The affection I've been given these past years

How many times have we cried our last tears?

I've built bridges I've burnt and maintained all the ones dear

Pressure on me to make these 10 my best years

Nine lives for our love

Eight times that I've fucked up

All my anger, the pressure, depression

Fucked my teens dear

I got brought up the with anger

Bottled lightning to my peers

Last time I brought the thunder

Was under the drinks cabinet

Got told to sober up

But fuck it, bro I wasn't having it

Eighteen stone

But my pounds

Weren't stacking up

Stacking up my overdraft

Lies, Bluffs and Poker cards

Venting to my therapist

I should her broken heart

Showed my ex my mental scars

Thought that love was going far

Grew up with a broken marriage

Fucked the way I'm viewing love

Fucked the way I'm viewing love

Fucked the way I'm tryna heal

Parked outside your house like Joji

Glimpse Of Us is fucking real

I've been lusting heavy

Because sex can change the way I feel

How my body looks because dysmorphia

Been at the wheel

And now I'm doing better

It's like no-one really understands

I'm chipped from trauma that we saw together

Like it wasn't real

I remember times that I would want to veer my car off

And you're waiting patient for a text

to say to you that I wasn't killed

But I didn't

To my family I want to make you proud

Ask me have you got a light

now I'll be looking to the clouds

Yeah that's one for you gramps

Yeah I've been stuck in this town

London city got me stressed

I feel like I ain't welcome

But it's blessed

I ain't claim it

Like the rest

I'm missing all the people from my home but I digress

Cause now I changed

And showing better ways

The feelings that I repressed

A broken heart