Seasick Lyrics

This is a pocket watch, an

Open-face style watch

This one still has its hands

It probably stopped

When it was immersed in the water

The watch came from this spot in a debris

Field, (Yeah) 1,100 feet south

East of the stern

When the clouds are gone, and my brain gets out the fog

I drown myself, it's all the same, I write down songs

I work around the clock, no breaks, I'm sounding off

It hurts me now, can't stop, I hate, I'm 'bout to pop

I'm ;bout to kill this mouse before my hands cover my face

I'm running out of time, even on land, I wasn't safe

I feel like dying, give me space, feel the Manic Panic state

Went Titanic, my mind breaks, me and grandpa share a fate

Damn it, I can't say when or why I'll kill myself

I've been damaged since that May, I walk the wire till I fell

Put The View From Halfway Down into this file, into this sound

So as I walk on water, I only know that I will drown

Whoever finds my body, yo, I'm sorry for the trauma

Suicidal thoughts, I guess I got them from my mama

When my life is gone, no more Rayn, just pourin' thunder

Can find my body salty cause the pain tore me asunder

This shit makes me Seasick

Fuck it, I don't need this

Ride the wave until I'm beached, and

In the sands of time, you'll leave me

This shit makes me Seasick

Fuck it, I don't need this

Ride the wave until I'm beached, and

In the sands of time, you'll leave me

Didn't die today, but I keep thinking tomorrow

There's ice all in the way, but I keep keeping this oar row

Your eyes, though on me they stay, you keep thinking it's your boat

But I built it plank by plank, so I'ma Keep on Walkin' for sure

You don't know my life, except the hurt, the words I write

I think I owe you, right? Because the verses identify

Some of my most toxic trait as I psychoanalyze

You find you oft relate, think I can answer why

I identify the issue, the first step before I solve it

but I'm not gentrifying with you, I'm obsessive, at a loss, an'

I've been petrified and misused, words taken out of context

My death in this view, trying to face it, I can not yet

You disregard the person for the music, I'm an object

Listen to my verses, do you approve it? Is it art yet?

My picture is in cursive, but unwinding like my heart is

I'm itching for this murder, with my lines, I line up targets

This shit makes me Seasick

Fuck it, I don't need this

Ride the wave until I'm beached, and

In the sands of time, you'll leave me (An)

This shit makes me Seasick (Enduring mystery is solved)

Fuck it, I don't need this

Ride the wave until I'm beached, and

In the sands of time, you'll leave me

Maybe you would like me if my songs were better

I should kill myself, cement my legacy forever

Yelling at myself, like, come on, just keep treading

What if my life's worth nothing after all this effort

I know I should be happy when I look at what I've done

Since seventeen, my rapping has only been going up

Inside my mind, attacking, I myself call my own bluff

Evidently, the fact is, I'm growing, but not enough

Maybe you'd see clearly after Rayn is gone

Hate me when you're hearing me, you don't have the pain I've got

Facing this shit fearlessly, battling with my thoughts

Danger, don't come near to me, I'm actually who knocks

So maybe in this water, whiter than the snow

I say things just to offer a hypothetical

Bracing myself all for the part from which I fold

If my name means anything, I don't need to know

There's an even bigger question looming

That our new model could shed light on

How did her bow become separated

From her stern by a staggering

Two thousand feet?

The answer is here

In broad daylight, in the

Exposed wreck of the Titanic