C10ut Lyrics

May not be the best, but I'm proud of what I've done

Hate me cause I'm blessed, with no alchemy, just love

Snakes be in the grass, but how can we not cut?

When your pavement needs a path, crush down the weeds and mud

Came from underground, now I'm standing on my own two

Strange, they wonder how, with the damage that I go through

Take a fuckin' bow, that titanic, they like oh shoot

Thinking I will drown, but it was planned like back in '02

Changed to love the sound when I fell in love with music

Keep Walking was my trauma, stepping out of my abuse an'

Me talking on it honestly does nothing to rebuke it

I got what I need; if you hate, don't listen to it

Singles I be dropping, but those are just for fun

Thinking on a topic, I just go in, one and done

Put real shit on a project, but those'll fuck me up

Keep working on a song, yeah, it's close but not enough, ay

Lately I have found, I am in the clouds

That's the reason that I founded C10ut

Ain't a reason for my smile, but it sticks around

Brought heaven to the ground, no down-shifts

And it isn't just for me, you know I brought my team

And everybody be so talented

So every time I speak, or we kill it on a beat

Just know that I be about it

Feel like I still kill it daily

C10ut, we rebuildin' lately

Stackin' past the ceiling, ay, we

So up that they think we crazy

Maybe I am, homicide, e'ry beat

Bipolar, mom's side, schizophrenia there with me

No more nightmares, no more scary dreams

I am C10ut 'til they bury me

Back of class, got me checkin', wantin' money, dime life

Acting fast, throwing threats, nothin' funny, why fight?

I eat last, sloppy seconds, running from me, time flies

Had to rap, a cappellas, 2020 hindsight

Little did I know, when I started I'd survive it

Sitting in the cold like my heart was built with ice and

Killing it on the road, like a car that's filled with nitrous

But living still at home, had me darker than the night is

And ever since I bruised Wayne

I've been living off a loose change

Tomorrow is a new day

All I have to do is stay

I have this world in the palms of my hands

Once I patch my neural and start up my plans

Scratching my mural into the salt of this land

I'll bring the cure-all, my darling, I am

Lately I have found, I am in the clouds

That's the reason that I founded C10ut

Ain't a reason for my smile, but it sticks around

Brought heaven to the ground, no down-shifts

And it isn't just for me, you know I brought my team

And everybody be so talented

So every time I speak, or we kill it on a beat

Just know that I be about it

Feel like I still kill it daily

C10ut, we rebuildin' lately

Stackin' past the ceiling, ay, we

So up that they think we crazy

Maybe I am, homicide, e'ry beat

Bipolar, mom's side, schizophrenia there with me

No more nightmares, no more scary dreams

I am C10ut 'til they bury me

Given a chance to let my vision expand

With a pen in my hand and while sippin' a can

Take it back to the days where I'd go sit in stands

And every track that I razed, they'd all listen entranced

I got bigger ambitions that can be seen in my writtens

Diggin' foundations and they thinking I'm ditchin'

Some hits and some misses that destroy me so I fix 'em

Sitting out late and gettin' keen when I'm mixing

I still learn in the Studio so FL gives me class

Putting words all into these notes, but step out to my past

Gets turned into music though, my message might last

Burnin' into my soul but with every line or track

Means my name is something, pourin' my heart in

I am becoming more than my art is

Time to stop running, force me into darkness

But I am not done and, my lord, it's catharsis

Board that ship and we're set to sail out

Fortune is still yet the tale is now

Forward into wind, destiny's bow

No recourse for the end, as I bless the sea, wow

As I'm settin' out, I know the path I have to choose

I imagine endings, frown, but I smile as I move

If I get wet or drown, I'll at least find peace in ooze

But if I am never found, please release me of my shoes

I no longer need to walk if I am just a skeleton

No honor, nor a cross, never blessed, just what I am

For all the shit I talk, I am left with hell within

But my body, when it's lost, becomes just a shell again

Maybe there is beauty in returning to the earth

Saving just a few things still buried in the dirt

Faith in what I'm doing keeps me furthering my work

Anxious, I'm pursuing, but these burdens, they will burn