Lose My Cool Lyrics

More than often, I've been haunted by reoccurring insecurities

My wants and cravings all been blurring, I can't tell if I been helping or hurting me

Vices cut me like a surgeon, I'm coping 'fore that shit occur to me

I don't give a fuck, and that worries me

If I'm wilin out, don't encourage me

My inferiority complex finna end up destroying me

Can't avoid I can't fill that void in me

Paranoid I'm not worth the loyalty

And it's crazy 'cause I'm out here popping like never before

This apathy annoying me

It's never enough to enjoy the peace

Man, I swear my ego like to toy with me

I don't got depression but all of this repetition been depressing me

If I ain't on 10, I'm regressing

All of this pressure been pressing me heavily

I been through all of these lessons

But when I need it, that's when I start forgetting things

And I done got all of these blessings and still found a way to reset myself mentally

Yuh yuh yuh yuh

Uh, uh, uh-uh

Yeah yeah

Okay yuh

No, no, no

Yeah

My car broke down and my phone died

Gotta upgrade but got no bread

I been putting in the work but I'm still feeling fucked over like I'm in the bottom of a bunk bed

Lately I been feeling like my hands tied

I ain't even know where to go next

I'm just biding my time

Bracing inside my mind

Waiting for some to blow again

I need patience

But patience comes with practice and I hate it

Ain't a natural at everything, just face it

Getting used to the taste of defeat

Honestly these days repeat and repeat

Still going up but everybody sleep

This rap shit's catching up to me

I think I'm okay

But I'm boutta lose my cool

I been on 10 too long

Now it's starting to feel like a rule

Whole lotta shit going on and there still ain't nothing to do

Now there's even less to say

Counting the days till I look like a fool

I got a nice job and a good girl

Got a new whip in like one week

I got it pretty good to be down bad

I be hella tired but I can't sleep

All of this pressure I put on myself

That's why I do it like nobody else

But maybe this method ain't good for my health

But really it's all that I know

I think I'm okay

But I'm boutta lose my cool

I been on 10 too long

Now it's starting to feel like a rule

Whole lotta shit going on and there still ain't nothing to do

Now there's even less to say

Counting the days till I look like a fool

I just need patience

But damn the price of patience is understated

Tryna hold onto the hope that I'll make it

But every day I get a lil more complacent

I got no choice but to face it

I think I'm okay

But I'm boutta lose my cool

I been on 10 too long

Now it's starting to feel like a rule

Whole lotta shit going on and there still ain't nothing to do

Now there's even less to say

Counting the days till I look like a...

Counting the days till I look like a fool