I Messed It Up Lyrics

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I saw her walking at my school today

My eyes popped open I was blown away

I stare at her, it was pure reaction

It's Ryncaria, instant attraction

What're the odds we both end up here

I dreamt this up, and now she appears

She's more beautiful outside my screen

I head towards her, I kinda make a scene

My heart was pounding, my chest was tight

My head was spinning, didn't feel alright

I started talking, I was way too quick

She was shocked, her face looked sick

That's when I knew I messed it up

That's what I do I mess it up

No shot with you I screwed it up

Nothing left to do I blew it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

Barely remember what it was I said

I was excited then my courage fled

Told her that I watch almost every stream

That this was surreal, kinda like a dream

I realized I had made a mistake

No way to go back, to hit the brakes

I apologized and I took a step back

Two breathes short of a panic attack

Ryncaria stuttered and she said okay

Nice to meet you, then she walked away

I was stuck, I was frozen in place

Eyes on her but my mind in space

My heart sank and my face was red

Her frown on repeat in my head

My first impression was entirely bad

Nothing left to do but feel all sad

God it's true, I messed it up

That's what I do I mess it up

Why I'd have to screw it up

You idiot you blew it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

Now I'm on my piano at my dorm

My guilt and regret swirling into a storm

I can't believe it, it was all so fast

I got to meet Ryncaria at last

I thought I'd get to live my dream

Flirt with her and join her stream

But I turned my own dream to dust

Instantly from boon to bust

Why do I have to be this way?

On a team we'll never play

I guess I won't write her a song

Should I disappear, or say so long

Apologize and take the blame

I understand if never want to game

Ryncaria it's all my fault

I guess I'll have to make an alt

Awesome how you blew it Zac

Sped too much, flew off the track

You didn't stop, you didn't think

Now you'll only mope and drink

Now I'm the jerk, now I'm the fool

Failure is my only rule

I'm the one that you'll mock

I'll guess I'll let my piano talk

Why am I so weird and obsessive

Awkward, rude, crazy, possessive

Why do I scare people away

With the way I act and the things I say

No surprise, I messed it up

Tears in my eyes, I messed it up

Why do I always mess it up?

Hey maybe I'm just messed up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up

I messed it up