Trapped & Alone ft. Amy McGregor Lyrics

Lookin' back, these last few years have really emptied the tank

I'm gettin' sleepy, rollin' up, I'm gettin' tired

Tryin' to thank myself for all the hard work and determination

The dedication that it took to land at this destination

Never thought I'd be here, what's the belief of the congregation

Kept to my guns, now my speeches reach ears across the nation

And I ain't tellin' you this shit for any congratulations

I just want what's owed to me, for real, I've been waitin

Shit, should I bring out the niggerish side? I'm debatin

'Cause consequences are real and repercussions are too

After I say how I feel, what the fuck am I gon' do

'Cause it's like everybody there for you until it's time to care for you

In a world where intentions are never to really listen

Out to take what's yours from you then try to help you find what's missin

I've been sittin' in the kitchen ever since I quit bitchin

Been out of school a whole score but life still feel like detention

I'm not okay right now

It's hard to even breathe

Trapped and alone right now

If only these walls could speak

How in the hell do y'all expect me to sit tight

And watch and tear down what I built before midnight

Cinderella ass niggas, but way before the slippers

You with your sister and cousin, I'm with my bitch and strippers

As I look around my city, I'm tired of bein' the babysitter

Cocomelon face ass, Johnny Johnny ass niggas

It's time to put the kids to bed and get these grown folk figures

So stressed, but now my son and Jimmy got it, I can rest

Don't get too excited though, I'm never takin' off the summers

May go see Europe in the fall, but I'll be back motherfuckers

Don't get your panties in a wad, it's only spilt milk

Unless theres an underlying purpose, under the surface like guilt

I've been livin' this life, I've been doin' this right

I've been holdin' it down, I've been neddin' a wife

I've been givin' my all, I've been tellin' the truth

But still alone, in this cold dark room

I'm not okay right now

It's hard to even breathe

Trapped and alone right now

If only these walls could speak

I'm not okay

I'm not okay right now

Trapped and can't breathe

I'm so alone right now

I'm not okay

I'm not okay right now

Trapped and can't breathe

If only these walls could speak

I'm not okay right now

It's hard to even breathe

Trapped and alone right now

If only these walls could speak

Trapped and can't breathe

I'm so alone right now

I'm not okay

I'm not okay right now

Trapped and can't breathe

If only these walls, if only these walls could speak