DRXP DEAD Lyrics

So what?

Should I just drop dead?

Lately, I've been thinking if I should just drop dead

Maybe I could fill my brain with lead

I could simply paint the walls red

Or just jump off the nearest roof instead

Make it obvious where I bled

Can you count how many times that was said?

Yeah, how much have I used those rhymes?

I can guarantee that the answer is one too many times

Maybe it's so often

Because it's always on my mind

And now I'm starting to go blind

My life is fading to black

This time there's no coming back

Constricted like I'm tied to a train track

And I'm hearing the clickety clack

This was a personal attack

Write some bars and put them in my backpack

Or if you prefer then I'll call it a rucksack

Playing roulette but it's Russian, no blackjack

What doesn't kill you makes you angry

Now I'll throw you to the wolf pack

So you can beat me black and blue

But I will come back and continue

'Cause I know I can make it through

Even when I'm battered and bruised

But that never means I lose

'Cause I ain't just here for you to abuse

So what?

Should I just drop dead?

So what?

Should I just drop dead?

Should I just drop dead?

I'm feeling like I should just drop dead

Or maybe fill my head with lead

Because I wanna paint the walls red

'Cause I wanna drop dead

I just wish I was dead

I wish my gut was filled with lead

I wish the walls were red with my blood

With my blood

'Cause I wanna drop dead

You said I should just drop dead

And I agree 'cause I kinda want to right now

Because this shit is so impossible to live with

I don't wanna be here no more

I don't wanna be here no more

So what?

Should I just drop dead?