When Did I Becxme Sx Numb? Lyrics

There are days when I feel paralysed

'Cause I can't feel anything anymore

Most days I'm just numb to the core

Those days, there ain't much to live for

That's why living be feeling like a chore

I know I've said all this before

Album number one, track number four

Now when it rains, it fucking pours

So tell me, when did I become so numb?

I know I'm young and I am dumb

At this age I'm meant to be out there having fun

But this world has got my head spun

How the fuck do you let your kid have such easy access to a gun?

At this point, I think I am done

I said that I am done

But from my problems, I can't run

Sometimes life feels like there's no sun

And all my problems weigh a tonne

I can't just drown them out with my fingers in my ears like la-la-la

Like la-la-la

Like la-la-la

Like la-la-la

Take my fingers out my ears

Gotta turn round and face all my fears

My demons pushed me off the pier

And now I'm drowning in my tears

Still at that sad shit after all these years

I feel like I scream for help but no one hears

Or maybe no one cares

Until I'm dead and they'll be sending their thoughts and prayers

So tell me, when did I become so numb?

I know I'm young and I am dumb

At this age I'm meant to be out there having fun

But this world has got my head spun

How the fuck do you let your kid have such easy access to a gun?

At this point, I think I am done