SHADXW Lyrics

I got over it now, it's just last night

A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright

Over and over, she tryna say she ain't died

Tryna love me but I said, I said

I cannot move on 'cause I did love her with all of my heart

All of that time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings with blood

I'm so introverted, I don't even hang out with my shadow

I tried to drown my demons but the water was too shallow

I'm so lonely

Even my shadow left me all alone

This time I ain't talking about how I can't find home

I've become a shadow of myself

Oh wow, it's another song about my mental health

I don't know why I even make this shit

It's not like anyone even listens to it

I suppose it's just my way of healing

By writing down all my thoughts and feelings

Then I lay staring up at the ceiling

And my eyes start to tear up

As I'm left with all my thoughts and how much this hurts

I don't know if I wanna live or I wanna die

But just thinking about that shit makes me always wanna cry

I got over it now, it's just last night

A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright

Over and over, she tryna say she ain't died

Tryna love me but I said, I said

I cannot move on 'cause I did love her with all of my heart

All of that time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings with blood