Bored to Death Lyrics

I used to keep a diary

I think I've lost it now

Reveled in what thrilled me

Enough to write it down

Now the only thing of interest

Is endless trepidation

'Cause everything is boring

And nothing gives salvation

I cancel plans last second

All efforts have no meaning

My sanity is threatened

I'm only saved by dreaming

I used to love reality

My hobbies were so vibrant

But that's now behind me

Since all I hear is silence

I miss the feeling of loving what I love

It's what I dream of

I reminisce the memories of having so much fun

But I can't make new ones

So I'll save my breath

Ere I become bored to death

I used to be so happy

I think I've lost that now

Living is so tiring

I think I'll go lie down

Not moving, eating, talking

Only breathing in and out

Can't answer to the knocking

Don't want others around

Was a people pleaser

Now talking just feels empty

Took one to many breathers

Now loneliness is plenty

Forgotten true contentment

Fulfillment is all lost now

I only feel resentment

For the sea in which I'll drown

I miss the feeling of loving what I love

It's what I dream of

I reminisce the memories of having so much fun

But I can't make new ones

So I'll save my breath

Ere I become bored to death

There is no rest

I'm trying to fix the mess

But things are going poor at best

Like you guessed

I've regressed into a place where I'm distressed

I've tried every suggestion

I've asked all the questions

To regain expression

For emotional progression

But I've lost interest in life

Nothing appeals me but the dive

Everything has been deprived

Of the joy they once provided

If this what life is

Empty and divided

Then I'll just save my breath

I'm gonna be bored to death