Paranoia Lyrics

It's a strike of lightning

While I'm fighting

It's got terrible timing

I'm currently busy pacing around the room

With no real purpose

My mind's a mental circus

While I watch my tomb

It's agitation

No elation

I've lost my foundation

But I pretend nothing has gone awry

So I talk incredibly quickly

I smile when you're with me

To conceal my outcries

I'm struggling with the words

I know that this concern's absurd

But I think my mind is blurred

I'm making bad decisions

No accuracy or precision

The only sense I trust is vision

It's a feeling

Never fleeting

It's hard to start the healing

When your thought process has shut down

The person inside you is hurting

And they won't come around

I'm struggling with the words

I know that this concern's absurd

But I think my mind is blurred

I'm making bad decisions

No accuracy or precision

The only sense I trust is vision

Forgive me, it's anxiety

Creepin' up behind me

Too much irritability

So I sing while I still have the ability because

It's escapism

From this mental prison

I'm trapped in a glass prism

Where light shines everywhere but on me

And I chase it as fast as I can

It's exquisite wherever you see