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I floated there forever, vacant look on my face

Holy stardust held me while the depths called my name

One of those nights where it stings

But it's comforting to feel something

The morning sun shone on my chest like terrible weight

In the evening I cried after watching Nicolas Cage

It's the least expected places sometimes

Where we come across our grief

They say you only get one body so take care of yourself

In my dreams I pick a brand new one right off of a shelf

I would kill this one so quickly

If I knew I could make that change

If you ever find a lighthouse, will you light it for me?

Cause I'm not sure what the cost is to get out of the sea

But I'm tired of it's grip and

I just wish that it would let me leave

This year there isn't very much to say

This year there aren't words to describe it

This year it's the silence that's helping me

And the hope that I'm gonna escape it

Next year I'm gonna stop what's hurting me

Next year I'm gonna put some art up

Next year I'm gonna make them remember my name

This time I won't fuck this thing up