Open Letter Lyrics

Listen my child

I have heard your prayers

Life is changing

You are not alone

Your Ego is consuming

Make the most of what you have

Stay humble

And never forget

Where you came from

I hurt you so bad

Why can't we go back?

I hurt you so bad

Why can't we go back?

Yeah

This is an open letter to you, my ego

Root of all trauma, pain and evil

How many times you've helped me? Zero

Yeah

This is an open letter to you, my ego

Now you've been seen, you've scared the people that I hold close

I've chose finito

No, don't tell me you feel my pain when you've been the cause

I've been working to set the stage, you seek the applause

Can no longer play this game when you settle the scores

Say that you're fighting for me yet all you do is create wars

With myself

You've acted on impulse, you've never helped, damn

Higher self guiding me whilst I'm writing this, I can excel

Man

Rang the bell, you had comatose for a while focused on wealth

None of that helped, now I know my value it feels like I'm doing well

Yeah, it's about time I finally decide to live for myself

I'm done with the lies you tell me to try to remain alive

To poison my life, it's time I say bye

Can no longer vibe with fear in my mind

Don't want you to cry or ask me why

I'm walking away, it's better that I

Do this than see the both of us die

I hurt you so bad

Why can't we go back?

I hurt you so bad

Why can't we go back?

Don't get me wrong

You've been big part of my life

Love you to death

Cannot regret, the time that we spent together

Though toxic, time that I left

Wish you the best

Foundation was shattered

Home was broken, life was a mess

My pain extends to how you made me watch in silence, sat on the fence

Convinced me that my issues were handled best with drugs and sex

Was sad and isolated myself, was tired

But now that I've had my rest

I'm born again, now I'm living a life of love and self respect

Goodbye to you

P.S I honestly hope I never see you again

I hurt you so bad

Why can't we go back?

I hurt you so bad

Why can't we go back?

I just want to take this time to apologise

To all the people that I've hurt out of blind Ego thought recently

My friends, family

The women that I've hurt due to unhealed trauma

And myself

I hope you can all forgive me

I'm holding a good set of cards right now

And I promise you that

I won't fold

Not again