suicide symphony Lyrics

Hells on earth what a worthless existence

When I'm finally there won't even tell a difference

Never satisfied I can't name a single instance

Over half my life i have battled with addiction

Battled with depression yuh the pains been inflicted

Constantly regressing I got suicidal tendencies

I have been neglected always feeling like I'm incomplete

I have been neglected but you niggas don't mean shit to me

My mind is a weapon try and not let it get to me

I am my own hell I'm my biggest enemy

I am my own hell I'm looking for a remedy

Two devils on my shoulders plus me unholy trinity

Did too many drugs and it fucked up my memory

All I remember is the trauma and the pain no serenity

Was it ever even there I don't it's a mystery

Suicidal thoughts this the suicide symphony

Hope no one remember me I won't go down in history

Did too many drugs fucked with my brain chemistry

Blow my brains like a bitch I'll go down in infamy

Hope my brains splatter like I'm mother fucking kennedy

Hells on earth what a worthless existence

When I'm finally there won't even tell a difference

Never satisfied I can't name a single instance

Over half my life i have battled with addiction

Battled with depression yuh the pains been inflicted

Constantly regressing I got suicidal tendencies

I have been neglected always feeling like I'm incomplete

I have been neglected but you niggas don't mean shit to me

My mind is a weapon try and not let it get to me

I am my own hell I'm my biggest enemy

I am my own hell I'm looking for a remedy

Two devils on my shoulders plus me unholy trinity

Did too many drugs and it fucked up my memory

All I remember is the trauma and the pain no serenity

Was it ever even there I don't it's a mystery

Suicidal thoughts this the suicide symphony